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 prompted by [personal profile] mirawonderfulstar from this list

[thank u for this prompt, I'm gay and I miss them]

Dean woke feeling far more warm, safe, and comfortable than his fallen-asleep left arm and cricked neck gave him a right to be. Cas was squashed into the forward curve of Dean's body, pressed close to fit them both on the couch. David Attenborough was still speaking soothingly from the TV across the room, but quieter than the last time Dean was awake. Cas must have turned it down when he realized Dean was asleep.

For a moment, Dean thought Cas was sleeping too. He could feel Cas's chest expanding with his slow, even breaths, but from his position crammed into the corner of the couch he couldn't see his face. His free arm, the one not currently dead to the world, was slung over Cas's chest, and just as Dean had resigned himself to dying here on this couch to avoid waking him, Cas shifted to pull that arm closer. Dean opened his mouth to say something about getting up, then stopped when he felt lips on the sensitive skin just below his palm. He expected to feel tongue or teeth next, but Cas's lips just stayed there, dry and growing warmer with the contact. 

"Cas?" he finally croaked, voice still dry with sleep. Cas started guiltily, caught in the sort of tenderness that a fully conscious Dean would brush off before it could take. "Whatcha doing?"

"I like to feel your pulse," came the eventual, sheepish answer. Dean's first instinct was to say something sarcastic, yeah that's not weird at all, but folded up behind Cas, hidden from searching gazes and soft from the comfort of safety and touch, he just thought of every time he'd worried over Cas's pulse, looked at him still and broken on the ground or vanished from a scorched spot on a prophet's wall. 

"Yeah, okay," he said, tucking his nose into the hollow place at the back of Cas's head and closing his eyes again. When he didn't feel Cas's lips return to his wrist, he nudged him with his nose. "No need to stop."
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I went to go catch up, because I'm an idiot. I would really love it if the CW would paywall itself so I could stop doing this. Maybe swap with FX since I genuinely want to watch a lot of FX shows that I can't get to because I don't have a TV provider. But anyway.

This season is just so absolutely fucking stupid! Everything is dumb and bad! I'm only here to keep tabs on the idiot who ruined my life, Castiel, and they're about to keep me waiting for his other shoe to drop for who knows how long. His whole thing now is that the thing that rules the dimension where dead angels go, called the Empty, wants him back, and in order to get his adopted antichrist son back he agreed. Except the Empty was like "oooh, I'll only come for you when you finally give yourself permission to be happy, ooooh~" and LITERALLY WE ALL KNOW THAT'S NEVER GOING TO HAPPEN. JOKE'S ON YOU, YOU FUCKING IDIOT, CAS IS A PROFESSIONAL MASOCHIST AND HAS BEEN DEPRESSED FOR YEARS, HIS RELATIONSHIP WITH ALMOST EVERYONE IN HIS LIFE IS TOXIC, THE ONLY PERSON WHO CARES ABOUT HIM IS LITERALLY ONLY TWO CHRONOLOGICAL YEARS OLD. THERE IS NO SCENARIO IN WHICH HE IS GOING TO "GIVE HIMSELF PERMISSION TO BE HAPPY." SO HE'S FUCKING SAFE. DUMBASS.

Which of course! Means I'm still stuck checking up on him. Because this is the sort of narrative shoe they could try to artificially drop next month, or the sort that they could just sort of forget is still up there because it would be completely plausible for Cas to never give himself permission to be happy in the entire lifespan of the show. In-universe, I could buy that maybe, 5000 years from now or something, Cas relaxes for a hot second and the Empty shows up and is like ooh haha bet you thought you'd seen the last of me. It would be entirely plausible of them to never come back to this plot point ever again. Alternatively, they could pull it at the end of the season, although god knows how they'll make that seem in character. They could do some sort of time skip. Whatever. Anything could happen. It isn't as if they care about good characterization or plot development anyway, so I guess they can really do whatever they want. 

Anyway, I have a month of rest while they go on end of year hiatus. The midseason finale ended on a cliffhanger so at least I can be reasonably certain there will be something interesting happening for a moment before they go back to shitty pacing that doesn't pick up until the finale. 

Everything sucks and is bad. So glad I have this to focus on instead of my impending legal ethics failure tomorrow morning. I've decided that I'm probably just not going to sleep tonight while I try to glean literally anything helpful from my study materials, but I actually have zero idea how to study for this test or what to expect on it, so at this point I'm just very resigned to whatever happens. At least I'm secure in the fact that everyone else in that class is as confused as I am. 

Fucke. 
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first, some threshold items:
1. Supernatural sucks. It has had every opportunity to not suck, and it never took the chance.
2. Supernatural was originally intended to end at the conclusion of season five. They got renewed unexpectedly and it's been downhill ever since. They are now on season 13 and anything I ever liked about the show has disintegrated. Every so often I go back and see what's going on on the off chance that I won't hate it. I always do.
3. There are some really beautiful golden story threads to be drawn out of the first five seasons of Supernatural. There are some dingy but still faintly shining story threads to be drawn out of seasons 6-10, ish. I don't think I've found anything redeemable about it since then.
4. I cannot in good conscience recommend that anyone watches this show through season five with some bonus material from season six. I expressly forbid anyone to watch past season six based on anything I say ever.

with that out of the way, here is how I would watch Supernatural if I were going to dig out everything that's kept me watching the show for so long and ditch the majority, if not all, of the stupid bullshit. I'm going to do these by season for the first six (season six honestly deserves its own explanation post for why I put up with it at all) and then after that I imagine I'll only need one or two posts to cover the ten or so episodes I can recommend post-s6.



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